solo in sydney

February 7, 2015, 1:41 am
Filed under: dear diary

That’s as good as it gets.

I am okay. I have been much, much worse, but I am still not well. I have not felt great for a very long time.

I can barely recall what it feels like to feel ‘good’ but I have faith that the few remaining people I have supporting me will see me through.

Within the last year, I have lost people who I thought were structural pillars of my survival, and although moving forwards without them has been hugely painful and difficult – I am still standing.

I can do this. It’s not going to be pretty and I may even lose more friends along the way, but I have to hope that at the end, somehow, it will be worth it.


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I’m glad to hear that you are okay. I commented way back in, I think, 2010, detailing my struggle with PND. I’m just okay, as well. But I think okay is okay.

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