solo in sydney

February 7, 2015, 1:41 am
Filed under: dear diary

That’s as good as it gets.

I am okay. I have been much, much worse, but I am still not well. I have not felt great for a very long time.

I can barely recall what it feels like to feel ‘good’ but I have faith that the few remaining people I have supporting me will see me through.

Within the last year, I have lost people who I thought were structural pillars of my survival, and although moving forwards without them has been hugely painful and difficult – I am still standing.

I can do this. It’s not going to be pretty and I may even lose more friends along the way, but I have to hope that at the end, somehow, it will be worth it.